10:21 a.m.
2007-04-30
let's see if this would work.
2007-04-30
let's see if this would work.
hmm..long time since I updated this diary ne? haiz, the other blog is getting so public that I am getitng so sick of it. Not forgetting to mention that people copy "trend" just for the sake of coping. It is like " the fuck" i use this u also want to change to that" fuck manz. hahaz.
guess I will be using this for a while.
so long since i updated. how long has it been?abt a year. since in the end, i guess i will come back. haha.
in sec school and at that time, and nw i am in poly. nt sure what's wrong with me but i know I have grown. grown stronger and being able to see many things that i wasnt able to see. and maybe gave up on my trust on many people. somehow, i am really happy with my life now. I dont need reassurence from my current friends that I am their friend, i dont need to be around them most of the time, i dont have to hear them say that i belong.
As for romance, let's just say that I am happy that I am single and did not go with whoever the person i liked but didnt like back. i am quite lucky to have not fought back with fate.
though I am still quite haunted by what had happened, and i do ponder over what had happened, but I am still quite happy as I am still be, just stronger.
